Hello, loyal band of followers.  Hope all is well.  Seems like I only post for y’all when some shit’s popping off in my life or when I’m feeling some type of way…. So let’s not stop this trend, lol.  Recently,  or in this past semester, I should say, I’ve been learning a lot about myself.  I’ve learned that I do indeed have what it takes to live on my own and to be responsible for grown up things such as bills, rent, food, etc.  I’ve learned that I am a VERY strong woman; there are honestly not too many people who could take a day in my shoes.  I’ve seen many try this year and fail miserably :X  I have also learned to have faith in people, but to not be so damn trusting: stop trusting people to know what I’m feeling or thinking, stop trusting people to not make mistakes, stop trusting people to take responsibility for my person, and also to not be so trusting with my heart.  The question that I have though, is when will/how do you know it is okay to trust someone?  I’ve practiced acting different ways, or rather, behaving differently in various situations as well as trying new things, yet it seems I always get the same results- disappointment or heartache.  Overall, I guess what I have really learned this year is to love myself.  I suppose when I can fully appreciate and love me, wholly, then maybe I can open up and love someone else- trust them with my heart.

Also, I’ve learned LOVE GOD, always.  He is good. *Amen*  With that being said,  I’m really looking forward to getting back to the other things that I really truly do love.  I am elated to go home to my family, friends, good food, and good tree. Lol at that last “love” that I slid in there.  It’s been a long nine months, but I’m certainly due for a homecoming.  Cheers to loving yourself and getting ready for the new year!

P.S.  To all y ladies, this is something you must read about how you know that you’ve found a good guy.